food issues

i'm so tired.  and hungry!  i have to say, i am having some major food issues this weekend.  meaning, i want to eat everything bad i possibly can!  we went out to eat saturday night, and i ordered chicken with baked beans and baby carrots, which was the healthiest looking option on the menu.  it was very good, which probably means it wasn't too healthy, but i did my best.  no dessert of course.  but all i wanted the whole time was abby's grilled cheese which looked amazing, and her fries.  and i'm not going to lie, when mike got up to go to the bathroom, i had a bite of her sandwich and a couple of fries.  uuggghhhh.  i haven't really been having crazy cravings where it lead me to cheat, so of course i was extremely disappointed in myself.  and all day today all i thought about was food.  i ate very healthy though, nothing bad at all, made stir fry for dinner, blah blah blah.  but my its my thoughts that scare me.  i have to stay on track, and i worry about these damn cravings.  i have to really check out some weight watchers recipes this week that are similar to what i am craving, and see if that helps at all.  


other than that, went back to the psycho spin class this morning, but it was a different instructor.  still a very hard class, and i did great.  i think i had that little snack from abby's plate in the back of my mind, had to work really hard!  


so this week my goal is to get this food thing under control by checking out some new recipes.  and of course work my ass off.  literally.